Today is my nonniversary. The non-anniversary of my wedding day.

*sigh*

lilacsBut the other day as I was walking along thinking about this approaching date, I got whiffs of lilacs on the warm breeze and had this thought:

This is so much better than that.

Pushing through all the mess of extracting myself from a marriage I never should have gotten into is so much better than having stayed in a place where I didn’t belong. A place where I was losing my sense of self.

Today, I may not know exactly where I’m going, but I am intact. No part of me is slipping away.

This is so much better than that.

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